You need to separate friends with friends. Not every friend will stand by your side and fight for you. I have more friends then normal teenager but just two knows who I am and one of them moved 1/2 years ago and I don’t see her often and the other one is still here but we dont go on a same grade in school so I don’t get to have much time with her since it all about national examinations for her…it’s her last year and it’s ending soon. And I’m just there and hanging until I’m 18 so that I leave from everything and just go away to a beautiful place. No friends are better then fake friends. Some of the friends USES me because everyone in my school know me and then they go to my face and ask ” omg ”my name”.. why does everyone know you?” NOBODY knows meeee well i don’t say that I usually just say ” I don’t know and smile happy as I usually do” and think i’m so pathetic but what can I do? I know know who I am. I just know that this is not me.