Minnow said 7 years, 8 months ago:
Ever since the fourth grade, I’ve had a huge fear of vomit. The funny thing is, its only about other people doing it anywhere near me. It makes me want to hold my breath until i faint. When I have attacks, I go to a mirror and scream at myself, I sit on the bathroom floor and scratch myself, punch myself in the jaw, and I even rubbed my arm so hard it scarred over. I really don’t mean to do these things. I don’t know where to go anymore. I contemplate suicide sometimes now, and its getting worse. I can’t talk to anyone because they tell me not to be afraid of that, but I cant. Please help.