Deleted User said 9 years, 1 month ago:

Maybe you we’re his first real love so that is why he finds it hard to let you go you obviously don’t wana be with him anymore so don’t don’t even bother talking to him again because he will only start likening you again and again and his feelings will come back up and shit

Why do you feel the need to cut yourself was it because you felt bad that you told him the truth ? You shouldn’t punish yourself for that if you would’ve gone with him again and said yes you wouldn’t have been happy so you shouldn’t feel like your a terrible person for doing that and hurting yourself for it