I constantly fill my waking hours with video games and Netflix, but under it all I can’t ignore that sometimes I won’t eat because it makes me sick, and sometimes I won’t sleep because I’m afraid of my dreams. No matter how happy I try and be, I’m still depressed under it all.

Is it bad that I..don’t think cutting is bad..
I know it’s bad, I do.. but I’ve been thinking about this for a while and.. I don’t see why it is so bad to cut if you’re stressed..
It’s like if you have clotting in your brain, they drill burr holes to revleive the pressure that the bleed puts on your brain. Why is being a doctor so different…[Read more]

I’ve had this pain for a long time I am not sure if I should talk about the physical pain or the mental pain..
I’ll talk about the mental pain first..
For the past 2 weeks and 5 days (according to this group), I have been feeling like absolute crap.
I am going through a rather short process of DABDA because my dog, my best friend, died.. The…[Read more]

Up until the age of my late childhood (about age 9-10) I identified myself as a very “masculine” person. I didn’t even consciously use the word “boy” or even “tomboy”, but of course any outsider would brand me the latter

I guess it stemmed partially from the clothes I wore younger. If one were to look at my photos from a younger age,…[Read more]