I suffer from social anxiety so to make it short, A guy I kind of know who is extremely awkward in person, Invited me to go trick or treating with him and his friends who I don’t know.
At first I thought I might have fun and I was going to say yes, But then I started to second guess myself, “What if it’s awkward?” “What if everyone ignores me like the odd one out?” “What if I can’t say a word to anyone?” “You’re not good with people”
In the end I said no due to the irrational fear.
How can I stop cutting myself down and get rid of my fears?
Side note: No I don’t have a crush on him or anything.
I’ve never been in a situation where it was terribly awkward.
I’ve very good with people.