Joana said 9 years, 8 months ago:

It has been a while since the last time I was here… But I can now proudly say, that I am stronger than ever. I realised that I couldn’t live that way anymore. I couldn’t keep hurting myself, and everyone around me. I threw all my blades away, and hoped for the best. I am not going to lie, there was good days, and bad days. Some days were worst than what I could have imagined, and the urges were huge, but somehow, after quite some panic attacks and lots of crying I made it. I became stronger. After 2 months, I finally learned to control the urges, I learned other ways to calm myself down, and honestly, it’s not that bad anymore. Resisting the urge to harm myself, is now easier than ever. If I was able to do this, so are you! It gets better Stay strong!