kcheat said 10 years, 7 months ago:

I used to work at McDonalds. Fucking hated it, worst job ever. But I loved it at the same time because it gave me a good excuse. I’ve been depressed for years. Never understood the self harm thing because the only person I knew that did it only did it because of a boy that she knew for a week. One day it got really bad and so I picked up my pencil. I couldnt use the sharp side because I hate to see myself bleed- so I turned it around and I rubbed and rubbed and rubbed until it tore apart my skin and then I kept going until I bled. So much for that. My mother the next day asked me what happened, and I said ‘grease burn, from work yesterday.’ I never worked that day, little did she notice. But it was good for a year and now I miss working at McDonalds because I have no excuse so I have to do it on other parts of my body. I havent done it in 3 months, which I’m pretty proud of. But its an addiction. And the craving is coming back again.