CherokeeDove said 9 years, 1 month ago:
osiyo. I was physically abused by my dad and stepmom when I was nine, and blinded from it. there was a whole, huge court case in my state about it and it was in the news and so on. because of how bad my abuse was and how high my mortality rate was supposed to be, people expect me to be very broken and depressed. they’re further perturbed when I proceed to give them details of what was done when they ask me. they think it is unnaturally cold of me to be able to describe the things I remember being done to me. iin my thinking it doesn”t bother me, partly because it is in the past, and I know that I survived it. another thing I think is that i’d rather have this blindness as a result than death, so I don’t really see the downside. yeah it was my own dad and his wife, and that is certainly a shame, but maybe I didn’t need to be with them huh? maybe someone has biger and better plans for me. I believe so.
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