When will it come?
I have waited over 20 years and my end still hasn’t come to me. I sit and wait, just wondering what to do next, where to go. Fate has systematically dismantled my world piece by piece. I feel no anger, but I can only wonder, where does God want me to go from here. I wonder if anyone on here knows this feeling: I am in a…[Read more]

NEW YEAR
I find it amusing that everyone celebrates the changing of time to an arbitrary date. I mean, I guess there is nothing wrong with enjoying a social event but what are people really celebrating? What exactly is the holiday to YOU? The “new year” should only be one’s birthday. Thats the true yearly…[Read more]

Hypocrisy:

Premarital sex is bad, right? Well, I guess we paid homage to that old fashion bracelet decades ago. Even if as a group we politically agree on this, clothing and make up that enhances every part of the private human anatomy is not only deemed as good, its encouraged….by who? Music, media,…[Read more]

Pain:
This is nothing more than a sweet reminder that we are all human…we all suffer, despite our foolish sense of immortality. It is the fastest thing ignored in our fellow man and the first thing attended to when it is our own. What would the world be like if it was the other way around. To share my pain, all my…[Read more]

Evil:
This is supposed to be my READY FOR THE END GROUP but for some reason its not allowing me to put it on there. But I must comment on this. THe worst evil out there is cruelty….vicious, unrelenting cruelty. Its the reason why I don’t want kids. Its a main reason I am waiting for the end. There is a lot of beauty and a lot of beautiful people…[Read more]

Charity:

I want to say to those people who are volunteering to listen to those in pain on here, you are all amazing wonderful people. You give me hope for the future. You give me hope for the present. You are the definition of charity and compassion. May God smile upon you always. People are too quick to shun those in…[Read more]

Its weird and stupid, but I cant help of think of that stupid Rocky IV movie….for anyone who knows what Im talking about remember this scene: When Apollo says to Rocky, “Thats easy for you, you’re still on top. But what happens when you’re not on top? Where do we go? Because we can’t be born again.” –Crazy as that sounds it really is true.…[Read more]

Another day to start, another day to end. I have felt this way for over 30 years. ITs been a good life, but without much purpose. When will my end come. My old soul has been trapped in me since I was seven years old and it is just waiting to be put to sleep. That day, God willing will come soon, very soon. “Oh yeah, life goes on….long after the…[Read more]