Exie said 6 years, 3 months ago:
This
What is this?
My heart feels like it has been hollowed out
It feels completely empty
My body feels like an empty shell
Void of blood and organs
With only a soul trapped inside
Fear
Once gripped me
But that has long since passed
This is the aftermath that comes
Once you realize that you have lost the battle
And there is no way out
This is what it feels like to be without hope
Wandering
Day in, day out
Wondering if I’m actually moving forward
Or just standing still
Wondering if time still keeps going
Wondering if it even matters anyway
Anger
Once gave me strength to fight
But that, too, has long since passed
This is the fallout that comes
After you have lost the war and are forced home
To hang your head from the shame of defeat
This is what it feels like when you are trapped
I feel caged
By my own body
By my age
By my experience
By my education
By everyone around me
This is what it feels like to have the world pushing against you
When you are too weak
To push back
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