Quercus robur said 9 years, 1 month ago:

I hate this f***ing place

Caught. Dragged down by cold embrace

Why can’t you hear me

It took you too long to join the race

and I tried… oh I did.

I took it

Did my best to make it
To put you first and do all the jumping maddening, crazy things that bring oneness to the insane.

I don’t like this taste
The one you left me with
Bitter. Metallic.
Reminds me of life but with less bite.

…Now, though fire burns it has no place to light.
It burns at beams and rafts in me and changes every view.

It deepens the intensity and darkness of my nights

and though I know it comes from me
I can’t help it
But miss you.