Becky said 10 years, 4 months ago:

Stop telling me it will all be fine
it’s only a matter of time
you say.

Stop pretending that I’ll be alright
at the end of the night
it’s not okay.

If I turn to you with tears down my face
I want to leave this place
forever.

Stop telling me that I’ll be fine
all in due time
no matter.

I understand its really not your fault
instead of helping you add more salt
to my wounds.

Sometimes there isn’t much you can say
to take any of my pain away
You do try.

I love you so much for trying
to stop me from dying
one day at a time

Just stop saying it will be okay
when it’s not okay
at least not now.

When I’m a puddle on the floor
and I can’t take anymore
Just hold me in your arms.

Touch is the only thing that is real
it is something I can feel
and it doesn’t deceive me.

Thank you for trying so hard.