I feel so alone. The problem is, i hate being around people. my social anxiety is bad. plus i’m not good with face to face contact. If that makes sense… I just hate it. because i want people to talk to, just to enjoy my life with, but i dont want to do it in person. is that odd? i feel that’s odd. I can’t help it. i’m so, boring in person. Plus I’m so much better at writing (or typing) out my feelings. I’m a writer, so it comes naturally to me. Able to put out my thoughts into words on paper (or computer) and yet, in person. I just sit there, smile, and nod, I just can’t convey the same emotions as i can when i type (or write) I feel like such a failure because of it. I have no idea what to do.. I just. I want people I can talk to online i guess? I just, don’t want to seem like such a freak online either ya know?
Ugh i feel stupid