Rudransh said 8 years, 11 months ago:

I don’t think I need to explain it much but I think I can’t even explain how I really feel, it hurts and it’s terrible. Sometimes I break, though I always keep on the act and try to be strong, but sometimes I just can’t do it, I feel alone and it’s bad, I know I m not the first or the only but I think it feels different for everyone, I tried venting a lot of time which didn’t helped much, I try to be happy and calm and string and wait for something good like a miracle to happen, but it all looks like a fools play now like I m an idiot cause I have been feeling like this for a way too long, I don’t want to feel any of this anymore, every morning I wake up though late cause I find it a better choice to wake up late so the day feels shorter, every morning I hope that I might get something to be happy about today but it never happens. I don’t know, I think I can’t explain everything and as I feel for somethings words aren’t enough..