Well it’s been almost a year ago now. I wish I could say I’m doing a lot better. But I’m not. I dropped out of school. Actually, my teachers kicked me out of school for a year. They they say I have to get […]

Last week I was suffering from a loooot of moodswings. They were controlling me all the way. On one side I just wanted to live, but on the other side I just really wanted to die.

I went crazy in therapy […]

12-08-2014

I can’t take it any longer. I just can’t. It’s to hard. Today I didn’t go to therapy, because I was too tired. I slept til the afternoon. Then I went to my parents. You don’t really know my past […]

Still don’t know how to feel. It’s raining all day long, so I’m stuck in my little house today. I wanted to get on my bike and get a little active, but that’s not going to happen anymore. So now I’m sitting […]

09-08-2014,

I think I feel Okay right now. Besides the fact that I can’t sleep. I’ve took some sleepingmedication, but it doesn’t work yet. =(

I’m still a little obsessed with kcals. I feel really really […]

08 august 2014,

Don’t know how I feel today. I went shopping, it was OK. I’m just not happy at all with my body. I decided to go on a diet again. I desperately want to lose some wait. People say I’m not fat. […]

06 august 2014

I really don’t know what to do with myself. I don’t feel good at all. I just want to be happy. Tomorrow I need to go to the psychologist but i don’t think he can help me any further. It feels […]

05 august 2014

I felt like shit today. There were good parts of the day, but most of the time i felt like crap. I had a hard time getting out of bed. Once i was out, i got back into bed because i didn’t feel […]