SkyeLyner said 5 years, 8 months ago:
I wake up in the morning
the alarm I hate
wakes me from our fantasies
the alarm my savior
wakes us from my nightmares
the alarm I hate
pulls us to my fears
the alarm my savior
lets me live a fantasy
Moping, dragging, staggering
up up up to my feet I go
another day ahead of me
great it’s a monday
another day ahead of me
great i’m still here
another day ahead of me
I love the gifts I’ve been given
another day ahead of me
wish I wasn’t
Down down down the stairs I go
It’s time to eat
I love my food
It’s time to eat
I’m never hungry
It’s time to eat
I’m glad I have food
It’s time to eat
Why am I never hungry?
Now I sigh
Who am I kidding
I don’t want to sleep
I don’t want to stand
I don’t want to eat
What am I thinking!
I’m glad I can sleep
I’m glad I have feet
I’m glad I have food!
But what does it matter
I’m not happy, not sad
I’m not alone, but I have no family
I’m empty
Black? Dark? Empty? Void?
“HELLO!”
not a sound, no echo, not even mine own voice
there is nothing there
not even me.
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