Ember95 said 10 years, 2 months ago:
So I thought I knew who I was, but I was wrong. I realized this today when talking with my father. He basically told me that he only loves me because he has to love me since I’m his daughter.He didn’t say it to hurt me but because it was true. It caught me off guard because, until then, I had mistakenly believed that we were really close. After a lot of thinking, I realized that I had unknowingly spent my whole life trying to be the daughter my dad could love and be proud of. Now that I had failed to be that person, I started feeling very lost. I have no idea who I am or where I’m heading anymore…
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