Ive had chronic depression since 13 to 20, Ive been abused by my parents, bullied in school, had my accent made fun of. I hate my mother, i treat her like shes in psychosis. Ive attempted suicide twice when i was lonely and depressed. I was happy being a sick loser for the longest time. I used to date psychos who were losers like me. I had no ambition or drive for anything in life for the longest time. I had a very negative attitude, and couldnt see other peoples pain coz i never addressed my own. Ive been addicted to a lot of drugs, cigarettes. I got 5 blackouts from drinking alcohol in my whole life, it gave me enough reason to quit. I also had social anxiety for a long time, but its one of my strengths now. Ill be on here for a month, coz i need therapy at times and my therapist is on holiday. I’m doing a masters in international business soon and will continue to follow my dream of being a sick cunt and not a loser anymore.