darkheart said 9 years, 5 months ago:

Teachers, family, and friends have always forgot my existence. In the class i always feel like I’m alone. My friends always have conversations and barely let me get one word in. I always tried to fight to get a bit of attention, but i’m tired of it, clearly no one really wants me around unless the need something from me. Its to the point i don’t even feel like a actual person anymore.

Itchycat said 9 years, 5 months ago:

I feel the same way, it’s so lonely sometimes huh? I feel dehumanized and even the friends I do like, don’t talk to me often. If I send them a text, they reply un-excitedly or don’t reply at all. I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong? Is it me? Or is it them? I feel like scum basically.

darkheart said 9 years, 5 months ago:

I get that too, so i stopped texting all together. Only when its necessary. Its really frustrating but people here have been a better support than anyone else. Maybe we should chat sometime, help each other out sometime ya know

lovely fish said 9 years, 5 months ago:

I feel you guys. People only ever talk to me to talk about assignments or some party or event that they’re going to with their friends and then I can’t do anything but hate myself because I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Even my best friend leaves me to talk to other people…

Itchycat said 9 years, 5 months ago:

Oh sorry, I don’t really know how to use this site but yeah, if you know how to work this site, by all means…we should talk through these troubling problems.
@lovelyfish (I’m hoping this works). BUT SAME HERE! All I get to talk about to people are about assignments and they do invite me to parties, but I usually decline. I don’t know why. I know part of the reason they only talk about work with me is because that’s all I ever talk about. I hate it sometimes.

The Curious One said 9 years, 5 months ago:

Same,I feel like people use me and leave me, i am that person who jumps hopelessly from person to person trying to be listened to and accepted.

Itchycat said 9 years, 5 months ago:

@gg623 Do you think it’s the way we are looking at things that make them react that way I wonder

pinkdaisy:) said 9 years, 5 months ago:

hey I totally feel the same way! I’ve gotten to where I’m constantly wondering what is wrong with me… I see no physical defects, but there is something obvious that I’m missing :/ It’s easy to be a wall flower, just sit back and observe, collecting data about others for future use, but the loneliness is sometimes unbearable. I enjoy being alone most of the time… I just hate feeling lonely. Makes no sense, but oh well :)

Poch said 9 years, 5 months ago:

I feel the same way. I have friends and we used to hang out and everything but I was always the one who had to started talking to them and initiate everything. If I didn’t start it, then nobody talked to me. After a while I got tired and it seems that they don’t even notice my absence… Maybe we could talk some day.

darkheart said 9 years, 5 months ago:

I you to being in the background now a days, its simpler even if its empty. Sometimes listening to music helps.