micaparente said 9 years, 1 month ago:

To start off, you will think this to be a typical teenage love story, well maybe not even a love story, and that it takes time and I will forget about it. Maybe you are right. But I am confused, and I’ve been this way for some time now. Let’s start at the beginning shall we. My family and I go to a restaurant to eat every Sunday, out of habit really. I in particular found that one restaurant, or one person in particular in the restaurant, caught my attention. After a couple of times of eating at the restaurant, a new waiter appears, and from then on my world changed. Everything about him intrigued me, just brought me into his world without saying one word to each other. Then one day he pulled back my chair to sit or was super nice to me throughout the visit. I realized that he wouldn’t stop looking at me whenever he passed by, and I too had my fair share of glances. Then he met my whole family, which is pretty crazy because some guys end up meeting the family after some time of them dating, and lucky waiter, he already meets my family and they all simply adore him. But, even with all of this, with the kind gestures and the family blessing, I still haven’t had one decent conversation with him. But that’s why I am confused, and lost even. I don’t know what to do. Everytime I see him, its like Im at lose of words. I just really want help, I know many have told me already,”why dont you just ask him?” and yes I agree, it can be that simple, but I just dont know if that is the right path that I should take. Please do help me, I am just simply confused…