El <3 said 9 years, 3 months ago:
Lonely. I don’t have a very good relationship with my family. My mom doesn’t even pay enough attention to notice that I’m not happy with my life.
Tired. Having to keep a smile on my face everyday when all I want to do is break down and cry is hard.
Hurting. It hurts to know that some people want you to die even when they don’t know the real you. And it hurts to not give them what they want because you’re scared of what will be on the other side for you. Heaven or Hell?
Sad. I am sad. Sad that whatever I do, no matter how hard I try to change the world, I won’t be able to do it.
“but our lives will only ever always
continue to be
a balancing act
that has less to do with pain
and more to do with beauty.”
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