Evie said 10 years, 5 months ago:
OK, so, I’m 17, and I’ve never had a boyfriend. Ever. Not unless you count the online bf that lasted less than 2 weeks. But I don’t. Anyway, I’ve had guys friends when I was in elementary school, when I didn’t care about dating, of course. Then I hit middle school, and every other girl was becoming prettier, and I was still really short, big, and to be honest, my face was not that pretty. (Still isn’t the best, now…) Once I got into high school, I didn’t really have any guy friends, and none of them seemed bothered to even talk to me. They either already had a girlfriend or they just thought I was too pathetic to talk to. For the majority of my time in high school, I was home-schooled, so I wasn’t around many people for a while, and I’m still not. But even when I just go to the store, I get weird stares from guys like, “Eww, what is that thing.” I had always blamed it on the fact that I was into different things than other people (Music, Art, Languages), but when they don’t even know me, it has to just be the fact that I’m not attractive, right? I don’t know…I’ve gained a lot more confidence, believe it or not, in the past months since I’ve graduated, but I still feel like guys don’t like me. I don’t know, maybe a guy can tell me that it’s not as bad as I’m making it sound, OR tell me the truth, that I am a terrible person. Anyway, thanks for the help, if you choose to do so…:)
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