My BFF started dating my ex, who was my first real love, and I still love him a lot. And she’s rubbing him in my face. I can’t get over how he and her were dating behind me back. Now she’ll read out his long love texts, ones like he used to send me. She’s literally waving him around in front of my face. Worst things worse, is before anybody started dating anybody, we were all really close friends. But he was my everything, he wrote me a song, and drew funny/cute cartoon sketches of us. He was funny and gentle. Just plain perfect. And now my BFF,is the one he loves. I want to unmeet him. I can’t get over him no matter how hard I try (8 months) and I’m tired of crying.