Dora said 11 years ago:
I got wind that my high school class is planning our 5 year reunion. I don’t think many of them have jobs and they have far too much time on their hands. But, frankly, I don’t have a job yet either but I’m in college full time and I’m not stopping really any time soon. Get done with my undergrad straight to grad school.
Anyways, this whole reunion thing makes me nervous. My senior year was just a cluster-expletitive deleted- mess. I won’t go into the reasons why, because they really aren’t pretty and I’m still kinda ashamed of it. But, I’m afraid these people will think I still am who I was back then. I’m a pretty awesome person now. I’m bubbly outgoing and I’m healthy and happy. I have tons of good friends and almost no enemies, except when I start yelling at my neighbors who always seem to be smoking pot and it just permeates the whole apartment building and makes my head hurt.
I’m also afraid there will be some sort of big thing for the people in our class who have passed away. Because one of them is the guy who raped me. (Though I don’t really think they should, because I think he got expelled for hacking the grading system and changing grades.)
What can I do for this anxiety?
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