Elf said 9 years, 5 months ago:
I was doing really well with recovery until tonight. Tonight my friend was discussing his new girlfriend with me, and linked me to a tumblr page with all her photos and gifs. I scrolled down and there were MILLIONS of photos of her legs, hipbones, stomach, ribs… It made me miss when I looked like that. To the point I’ve decided I give up on recovery. I’ve been miserable ever since I gained weight. I’m only at 94lbs, 4lbs heavier than her but I feel like I’m massive. My thigh gap is nearly non-existent, my arms are horrible, I miss my hipbones and ribs… I just can’t do it. I can’t do it any more. I need to lose weight.
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