Camille said 9 years, 11 months ago:

I stop myself from eating. It’s like I feel like I have to punish myself for not eating because I’m not good enough. I now count my calories(again) and it’s always below 700. Unintentionally. If I eat a lot, I always regret it and punish myself again the next day. Surely, I don’t have anorexia, right? Because I’m fat and yeah. I really don’t know what I’m doing. Also, I keep getting black outs. I know it’s because I don’t eat. Eugh I’m really stupid but yeah.