Beamish (: said 6 years, 2 months ago:

i have recently found out about this social site. I am new here. I was so lonely that i i wanted to talk to anyone at all so i googled and i landed up here. I am glad that i am here now. I spoke to a lot of people here and it does help, but evenings get really terrifying. its dark and scary and i feel like running away. I dont understand how to get through it.

BeWellRabbit said 6 years, 2 months ago:

Hello, Beamish. I’m a newbie too. How are evenings terrifying? Is it because of the lack of daylight or is it something else? Are you safe where you live? What are your current methods of coping? I’d really like to get to know your situation better to help you.

Beamish (: said 6 years, 2 months ago:

i recently had a breakup. i don’t know what i am scared of. i cant handle it. i start crying if there isn’t anyone around in the evenings. i just feel lonely, I guess. it feels like it wouldn’t matter to the world if i won’t exist.

BeWellRabbit said 6 years, 2 months ago:

I can assure you that there are people who really care that you exist, even if you don’t know they feel this way. It’s always tough to go through a breakup but it will get easier eventually, and I know this from experience.

Does it help with your fear if you chat with people later at night? Or maybe sleep with a toy animal?

Beamish (: said 6 years, 1 month ago:

am not comfortable with a toy animal. i tried.

and yes its sort of better when i talk to someone. the fear goes away but i still feel low and empty.
and this is my first ever breakup after a long term relationship so i am completely lost.