Hi Judith. I am int he same boat as I have no musical training save for a few keyboard classes. I’ve however been able to fiddle around and create tunes. I wish I kept up classes because I can’t use my two hands.
I do create melodies. Like my own stuff, listen out, but yeah I don’t know how to do video clips and all of that. I usually just play them to reflect a mood I am in.
The feeling of laziness and low energy, perhaps it comes with frustration. Like when you’re trying to learn a tune, but you can’t get it because you’ve had no formal training etc. I think the key is to believe and keep going strong.