IDontKnow, whatever you choose to do, God will never stop loving you. Your struggles, temptations, and decisions will never take away from His love for you. There is nothing you can do to make Him love you less.
There’s an important difference, in Christian theology, between “being” gay and living a gay lifestyle. Through genes, nature/nurture, or whatever (we may never fully understand all the reasons), you may be attracted to the same sex. That is not a sin, and will never be a sin. So you could even identify as homosexual or bisexual, as you do, and that is not wrong. The only thing wrong, in the Bible, is acting out those inclinations or tendencies or following your nature there.
I could go on about how difficult that may be, but there are others who could do it better. The main point to remember, though, is as at the beginning: you’ll never lose the love of God. Keep turning to Him, knowing He loves you and feels for your struggles, whatever they are.
PM me if you want to explore this further. God bless.