Deleted User said 8 years, 11 months ago:

A lonely girl
Drowning in a sea
Treated like dirt
As misery engulfs me
Trapped inside a prison full of mirrors
Need escape from reality
Overwhelmed by hurt.

Hands are shaking
Heart is breaking
Do not even bother
Tryna put it back together
As it breaks into pieces
Just go away and leave it!

I can now clearly see
That from His great promise,
I have been set free
Oh, I never planned any of this
Got the lock, though I cannot find the key.

On my face is a bright smile
Every day, but at night,
I cry and wipe the tears from my eyes
Before anybody catches me
As I grieve and grieve
I laugh to hide the pain
But the heartbreak, I may not erase
To God, I pray, but it was all in vain
I sincerely hate the bitter deadly taste.

How I wish there were a guy
Who would comfort me throughout the night,
Make me smile,
And stroke my hair until I close my eyes
And fall asleep
A girl can dream.

This is a hardcore war
I’m a wounded soldier
Fighting, though I no longer
Think I’m winning anymore.
I’m too sick, too sick
As my heart bleeds crimson red,
I call for the medics
To take me to Hôtel des Invalides
Where I draw my last brath
At last! Gone will be my misery
This is what I need
I gasp for air, though nothing but pain
Requiescat in pace.