Hello, I am a 17 year old guy, and I am in a confusing situation I guess. Every day, I keep dealing with the lack of feelings, or overload of feelings, depression and anxiety, and each day I keep wondering why I keep going, or what my reason is. I’ve dealt with this the past few years, it only recently becoming worse and affecting my everyday life. My situation, is that I would really like to have some form of help. I am currently not under any medication, nor have I ever been for mental disorders, and I am not going to any form of consistent therapy, I went to one appointment then missed the second and the reschedule isn’t until like next month. My parents aren’t really doing much to help, kind of like they are completely ignoring the issue, and I can’t make any appointments on my own, because I am still a minor. I guess this is kind of a rant, kind of I’m hoping for suggestions of what I should do. I’m really confused, and I apologize for this really long blurg of text.