Ban-nana said 8 years, 7 months ago:

Once I got out of rehab I was determined I would be clean and sober for the rest of my life. I promised my self, now I found my self sneaking out at night smoking sheets of coke, black and meth. I need something that will help me find the motivation to start being sober again.

Beautiful Mess said 8 years, 2 months ago:

I understand COMPLETELY! I was 3 years sober, fighting a custody battle. When I won, I told myself hell, I’ll celebrate. I smoked a bowl and that was it… A week later it was 2 days. Then a week. Now, it’s regular. Every day. I havent told anyone and that’s part of what’s eating me up… But I can’t afford to reap the consequences… My depression and anxiety and financial crisis is a major trigger…