Beautiful Mess said 8 years, 2 months ago:
I understand COMPLETELY! I was 3 years sober, fighting a custody battle. When I won, I told myself hell, I’ll celebrate. I smoked a bowl and that was it… A week later it was 2 days. Then a week. Now, it’s regular. Every day. I havent told anyone and that’s part of what’s eating me up… But I can’t afford to reap the consequences… My depression and anxiety and financial crisis is a major trigger…
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