I’m 15 and I don’t see the point of living anymore. I’m so unattractive and my friends and even family treat me like trash and I’ve always been told that I won’t be anything and that I shouldn’t be around anymore. They are right.
No. It's never worth it. Trust me. I've been where you have so many times in the past few years, but I love everyday thinking I might not have been able to do or enjoy this. They would be here saying: "I would've eaten, or said, or loved, or could've been that." You would become the past. You would destroy so many other peoples futures. It's not a joke. You cannot just walk away if you don't feel like jumping. Talk to me if you need to friend. I'm here for you.
Life is like the seasons. There will be good and bad times. Let's say someone during the winter feels so miserable that he wanted to take his own life. When he talks to someone about it, the other guy says, "Dude spring is in like a month or two, winter is going to end." The sadness will fade over time, and during the cold months you can know that it's going to get better with time. That's what helps me to cope, just knowing that life is going to balance out because sadness and depression trick you into thinking that it doesn't get better.
I know how you feel. I've been in your place when I was 15 and now I'm 19. I have good friends, I'm in a stable relationship and even tho I have my ups and downs, overall my life is good. And I never would imagine I'd be here when I was your age, locked in my room crying my eyes out and thinking about ending my life right there. I thought all the people that said "things will get better" were just a bunch of liars that didn't understand how I felt. Every day I would go to my window and stare at the floor, imagining myself just jumping out. I'd stare at the medicine cabinet, imagining myself overdosing in pills. I'm glad I never did. I'm glad my 15 year old self gave me the opportunity to be here today and live to see all these good changes that happened to me, and I'll guaranty you, years from now, you will too. It's not worth it. It's never worth it.
Well the thing about suicide is that once you do it, shit is over. So I think the best thing for you to do is stop listening to what others say about you as far as what you will will or won't become and just live your life.