Will I feel/be alone forever?


I’m 18, and I know I’m going to get a lot of comments saying “oh but you’re still so young! Don’t worry about it!”, but I’ve always been alone.

And by that, I mean a few things. I’ve never had friends, and what friends I did have, they weren’t really the greatest to me. (About 3 or 4 years ago, they actually threatened to kill me…but that’s not the point)

Another thing is that guys have never had an interest in me. They call me fat and ugly, and I know I should just let it go, but I can’t. I have bad enough self esteem as it is, and that doesn’t help at all. I don’t know…I “try” to get guys’ attention. I’ve actually signed up for dating sites now that I’m 18, and while I’ve gotten some messages, it’s really only been about 5 and I’ve pretty much messaged them.

So, will this last forever? I always like to try and think there’s someone out there for everyone, but I’ve been doubting it a lot lately. I’m probably being overly dramatic, as I usually am, but this feeling is just the worst…

Category: Tags: asked October 25, 2014

2 Answers

Don't worry about it don't force love completely but don't rush it either it will come to you when you stop looking or when you least expect it don't lose hope on what you really want .Trust me every girl wants their prince charming to ride up on a horse and take her away from all of this and have a happily ever after in their fantasy world but don't seek love all your life it will come eventually life just has odd ways of making things you desire happen just make the extra effort once in a while and you can also make friends along the way ;) I trust everything will fall into place when the time is right Best of luck don't give up on love!
you wont be alone forever. eventually you will find friends and someone you love and people that will love you as much as you love them. i went through something similar a while ago. i felt like nobody loved me, i felt like i was a waste of space, i self harmed, etc. but then i found some really good friends who loved me even though i was an overweight teenager with eating disorders and mental issues out the wazoo. it may feel like you will never find anyone, but i promise, you will.