I am probably one of the most decent guys, never wronged anyone, never intentionally hurt anyone,have always been that nice guy and yet, even today I am one of the most loneliest people on the planet. I know I’m not alone, there are people like me. But know what, each time I like someone, each time I think maybe I’m normal, I understand that I’m not. I have no real friends, tha girls I spent my feelings on turned out to be just foolin around with me, and left me after a couple of days, and the people I ever liked never cared much. It’s not tht I’m ugly, it’s not that I am indecent,or unfriendly. Inspite of being the way I am, everybody already has a well connected network of friends, boyfriends, girlfriends, social circles,while I have none. I’ve grown up with a lot of insecurity because of family issues, I’ve always been extremely lonely, sometimes I even felt like putting an end to my lonely life, and yet I knew I didn’t want to die. I know maybe nothing good would happen, but still I live. But I live alone, no girl would ever want to be with me, atleast not the ones I like, because everybody has somebody already, while I have nobody. Why are some people’s lives so weird,while others smile and re hppy, and they have friends, they have their soulmates, they’re not lonely!
