this is one of the hardest time because it seems like it will never pass, but it will. you're also in such an amazing place in your life because there is so much ahead of you that you can't even see yet. i know that sounds cliche, but it's so true. if it involves her, then it does and it will and you have to let it. if it doesn't, then that is okay too. it really is. embrace your friendships right now and KNOW that you will get past this no matter what happens. everything comes to an end, especially sadness and hardship. it means something really really good is coming your way. trust that!