Everything is so complicated. Everyone is so complicated. It’s like you can’t turn your back for five seconds before you get stabbed in the back by someone. It’s like everyone in society is becoming so sick and disgusting. Making new friends is hard because everyone has a bad side and that’s the side I seem to get most. Nobody truly excepts me. Why? Why is that , everyone else gets along so freely , they get to be happy. They get to have good friends that go through things with them..they get to have best friends. Why don’t I? I don’t understand what I did so wrong to deserve this..I’m all alone. Nobody understands me. Why is it that people get to have the perfect hair and the perfect smile, but I..I don’t get to have that!? Everyone in some way is better than me and…it really sucks. It does. I know some people have went through more than I have which makes me feel like I can’t handle anything. Like a wimp. …I just hate being alone. And I don’t know if there is anything to help me get over this feeling..