life is simple, its people who can be complicated in their ways. we value things that bring no worth to the world outside of our greed or selfish sense of comfort. just the other day i was talking to a friend about how i sometimes would like to have a girlfriend and that it sucks that i don't and no one likes me...but really, i can think of a few girls who would love to date me, but i don't want them; so while i say i want affection and attention, i'm the one bullshitting or complicating the matter by not being honest with myself about the specifics of what i really want. you say there is no one to talk to, but there are billions on this planet and many languages to match the people, so there is definitely someone to talk to, you just need to figure out what you really want when you say you want someone to talk to.
and that is where many of our problems stem, refusing to be honest with ourselves, whether it be in regards to love, life goals, or our own perception of things. you say that "in the end everything ends", but truthfully you (nor anyone) has any proof of that. in fact, the very foundation of that idea goes against such a notion that things end, since energy can neither be created nor destroyed. so we fear death, fear lack of progress, when in fact we our very purpose is to change and evolve...i'm about to rant, let me wrap this up.
whatever you're going through, it will pass, whether you want it to or not; it will either become something else that makes you feel everything is pointless, or you'll find something to alter that perception. that's all this realm of existence really is: perception. there is no good/bad, we can't even prove life vs death, so there is only your personal understanding of what any of this means.
