I’ll make it easier for you to understand what I’m asking, because since now I’ve never thought thoroughly about it, but I admit that sometimes it gives me problem especially when I talk with people that I don’t know, and we start to know each other. It’s embarassing, but I always don’t know what to say to introduce myself, and I seem the kind of person who is cold.
It isn’t such a terrible problem, I mean, even if I don’t have specific interests, I have things to talk about, but it makes me feel like I actually have nothing to say. I do have interests, but they are hobbies and not something that I would talk with a person who knows way more than me, and shows himself as a lover of this interest.
I like reading, yet I read only a few books.
I like videogames, yet I played only a few.
I like cartoons and comics (such as anime and manga), yet compared to the fans I saw nothing.
I like drawing, but I’m not an expert.
I like writing, but I’m still learning, so I’m not so good.
I like music, but the groups I listen to I don’t know each album or each song, so if I talk to a fan of a specific group or a singer, I can’t keep up the conversation.
I feel like I’m missing something, I like a lot of things, but I don’t struggle for them. I’m happy the way I keep things, but I want to have a stimulant conversation for once, and I don’t know if I just haven’t found the right thing to be crazy about, or it’s just me, and I would accept it.
Thanks for reading, I know that it may seem dumb, but for me it’s a little relevant.