i’m sorry for misspelling/mistakes I don’t want to be alive anymore i’m tired of living i’m asking this question because i honestly find the only thing i enjoy to do now is think bout killing myself… maybe i could find a reason to live through someones reason.. i’m grasping at straws now to why i should be alive and why i should not commit suicide… i don’t know anymore
AnnieH is right, the whole point of living is to live in the present moment and enjoy it. Because a lot of people are dead right now because they're somewhere else other than the present. For example, people ponder over past failures and regret them, or they live in their minds which is not living in the moment. I believe every moment in life is beautiful/has meaning, even bad times. Remember emotions and thoughts are just created by your mind and therefore are not real unless you give them power. Just watch your thoughts and emotions play out while not getting involved in them, like watching a cloud in the sky.
Safety, comfort, companionship, sex, food, sunlight, entertainment, and intellectual stimulation. These are just some of the things humans live for. Contrary to popular belief there's not much relief in suicide. Pain itself does not 'stop' when you die, because you must actually 'have' a life to feel pain and to find relief from that pain. Try filling a bath with ice water and see how long you can rest in it. Once your body can no longer stay in that water you will exit the bath and feel an incredible sense of relief.
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