I used to be that girl that didn’t care about boys and relationships, but ever since my last relationship I’ve changed. I feel like I need someone to be happy and it sucks. I don’t want to be that kind of person, but it sucks not having someone to talk to about anything and everything, spend time and be affectionate with. It sucks starting over, letting someone in and opening up to that person like no other and when they’re gone and it’s over, all you are left with are the memories. I’ve been talking to someone, but he doesn’t have a care in the world and especially about me. I don’t even know why I’m putting so much time and energy into something that will never work out. I guess I just want someone to care about me.