I used to be happy and out with friends all the time but then I got into prescription pills and my parents found out. I took a handful and woke up in the hospital. This was only a few days ago. I haven’t gotten out of bed. I cant eat. I have withdrawals from hell. But my attempt didn’t open my eyes. I still want to die.
just wait it out. imagine yourself in a year from now. you wont be laying in bed wanting to die in a year. i mean you may be at square one at the moment, but that means its a good time to start building everything back up. just try to work through the withdrawls (sleep helps) and hang in there! im here to talk if you need it im going thru a similar situation.
Life can be hard sometimes, things can go wrong and you might want to die, but in a few years time, i promise you, that things wont be so bad. It sounds ridiculous but even just by telling yourself that something will happen, it does. Its due to the fact if you tell yourself that something will happen, you subconsciously are more determined. If any of that makes sense. So tell yourself "its going to get better." Let that be your first thought every day, and the last thought when you go to sleep. If the worst comes to the worst, see a therapist, they aren't as bad as they seem, i'm not going to lie to you, sometimes they don't work, but sometimes they really, really do. Dying seems like a good option now, but think of those around you. Those that love you. Even if you don't think that anyone loves you, you are wrong.
Think of all those people who lives you have touched and you don't even know it. You might have smiled at a stranger and made their day. You might have held a door open for some random woman and made her life 10 times better. All the things that you might do in the future. If you need anyone to talk to, i'm here (: Just please keep on living, it might be scary but what wonderful thing didn't start out as scary?