So, I’ve been doing well for awhile. But recently, I’ve begun to hate the way I look. I mean, yeah I have decent face, and I don’t feel fat too often, but I just feel ugly. I feel like I’m not pretty enough for anyone to notice me. I know this will sound pathetic, but I tried anorexia, and I wasn’t dedicated enough. What can I say, I love food. But that made me feel worse; it was like a slap in the face. I’m not only ugly, I’m un-dedicated. I don’t understand why I feel this way! People tell me I’m pretty, but I don’t believe it. I feel like they just want me to feel better about myself. I want to be prettier, I want to be skinnier, and I want people to notice me for once. I’m not fat I guess. I mean, I’m 5″6 and I’m 110 lbs. Is that fat? I’m pathetic, too.Like that, I asked if I was fat. I always seek approval from others, when I know their approval doesn’t matter. I just hate myself. What is wrong with me?