I was in a long distance relationship with a guy last year. Despite the obvious downfall of living so far apart, it was an amazing relationship. We were both very much in love and believed we were right for each other. Eventually as both of our lives became busier, we had to end it simply because we wouldn’t have time for each other and the distance was beginning to take a toll. It hurt us both so bad because we didn’t want to do it. We never broke up because of cheating or an argument, so it hurt to leave a relationship were both were still in love. We did meet in person and got along very well so that also sucked to know we would have still be great if we lived close by. Anyway, our break up was almost 5 months ago and I’m still not over him. He cut off all contact with me about two months ago, and basically now doesn’t want anything to do with me which I found extremely strange. I’m still madly in love with him and it scares me because I don’t feel like I can get over him. I know everyone feels like that at first with a break up, but I genuinely don’t feel I can. Everything still reminds me of him. I find myself randomly bursting into tears multiple times a day and I can’t get him out of my head. I’ve come to a conclusion that we’ll most likely never be a couple again, and all I really want is to have him as a friend because not having him in my life just doesn’t feel right. I can’t talk to him or even get someone else to, so what am I supposed to do. This isn’t good for my health at all and I’m really worried.
Please don’t reply with rude or ignorant comments. Thank you x