Why can’t he love me too?

It's that boy's loss that he broke up with you, sweetheart! You are amazing and you are young and have way more time to find someone who won't take you for granted. When you end up someday with the right guy, you'll be so glad it didn't work out with anyone else. Please don't hurt yourself. You didn't do anything wrong and you're beautiful. Remember your potential. You don't deserve to be damaged or to feel any more pain in any way! Instead, talk to someone who cares about you about the breakup, tell someone close that you feel like self-harming. Exercise, read a book, watch a movie, draw, do something to get your mind off of your feelings.

"...I don't see any other solutions" just a few words ago you were suggesting self harm, I may be misunderstood but are you saying that self harming will help this? then of course it won't. My solution is to try just, hang out with him, invite him to a movie, a party, etc. and try and slowly repair what happened, you can't be sad when you having fun.

Thank you a lot, but I want to get back together with this guy. I don't know if this information is useful, but he tried to force me to do things I really didn't want to do. Like...bad things. I refused mostly all of them, though. I love him..and I don't want him to stop liking me. I've tried telling my closest friends, they either tell me to stop, or that I'm emo and need to get over it..