I cant feel any emotions at all, excluding being content and the occasional depression(which i have explained in another post) People just assume im happy and thats what i tell them, but honestly i dont know what i feel. When people come to me for their problems when they are extremely sad, they expect me to do something or give advice. i can literally only tell them to fuck it and forget about it.(this is the only way i have dealt with problems) and when people try to have any sort of physical affection with me my mind just blanks and i just do nothing in response to it.
PS: i explained this terribly, but the jist of this is that i almost never feel emotion and its always at the worst times. I want to know if there is something wrong with me.
Another thing that makes me enjoy more of these feelings is thinking about impossible or absurd situations, for example, I thought that a bunch of doctors told me that I'm crazy, and they wanted to close me in a hospital, then I rushed away from it and I realized how people see me, and how I actually feel with those clothes in front of them: like a crazy. Or I find myself in the middle of a shooting, and I try to act like a heroine to save the people around me. Or more, I think of being kidnapped and the thousands of possibilities in that situation.
It seems absurd, but these thoughts gives you hints about what you feel, how to feel that emotion, and sometimes how to act in front of different situations, but made of the same kind.
I was really dispersive, and I'm sorry for this, but if it can give you a help, then I'm glad. :)