I don’t know where to draw the line..
I was really alone for a long time, and the only person I talked to was her. She was pushing away too, but at that poibt I took what I could get. After two months of no one contacting me or wanting to be with me, after at least a month with me going to bed in tears every night- I told her about it.
I told her about how alone I was, how I think I’m on the verge of getting a clynical depression, and how much I needed her.
But nothing changed– although she acted like she cared, she didn’t. About a month later I decieded to drop my ego and just call her over. And it was fun, until I saw a picture of her and all my best friends on the beach.. So that was my actual breaking point.
I got mad, didn’t tell her why (I know. Very childlike) , and now I’m more alone than ever.
Is it worth it? Should I really lose her? Where should I draw the line?