Ok so maybe some of you know that I’m a kinky person but I’m planning to stop being kinky. And the thing that helps reduce the thoughts is this one type of music, it’s mostly remixes or songs with high pitched sounds, here are some examples:
Takata by Tacabro – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJ-CmHZrKHU Maps by Maroon 5 – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xj6fHiF8Osg Louder by Lea Michele – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-InsBp4HRZo
And I’m just wondering.. Is this weird!?….:( When I hear this type of music when I’m aroused in a kinky way I just suddenly want to escape from everything and be free and sometimes I just wanna cry because I had those thoughts. But it really helps shut down those masochist thoughts, so is this weird? Am I like crazy? I’ve had this thing for a long time…Is this just some glitch in my brain? xD Does my brain just have a weird reaction to this? :/ I’m pretty scared.