I have zero real life friends and one online friend I met on Playstation. I’ve lived the last 9 years of my life without any consistent friends. Sure I’ve met a few acquaintances and made a few good relationships, but I have not been able to hold onto a friend for longer than 1 year. People usually get bored of me or end up hating me for some reason. It’s been so long since I’ve had a friendship that I wouldnt even recognize one right in front of me. All my life I’ve battled to gain acceptance and yet I remain an outcast. I just dont know what it takes to make friends anymore. And without people in my life, my life is meaningless. When I put my life into perspective I see my funeral and only a few close family members in attendance. So what’s the secret to making and keeping friends? If I can make some maybe i can visualize my life in a better perspective.