I considered dropping out of high school due to the mental,emotional,physical issues that has occurred so far. My grades are the worst, I don’t even have any friends that I can trust, I find high school worthless, and everything has fallen apart. I don’t know of any reason to say and I understand dropping out has terrible consequences but honestly I don’t care.
Honestly, I don't believe you when you say that "I don't care". Had you not cared, you would not have taken the pains to write this post and too starting with "What is the next thing that I need to do?
Now let's come to the real issue, provided you are willing to listen to it with an open mind, and not reject it just because my answer doesn't match your current thought patterns.
What you are going through right now is not unique to you. We all have been through this stage in our lives. The only thing is that each person who is passing through it starts to believe that only his problems are the worst, and there is no solution to it. It's a part of the "Growing-up Blues package". I too have gone through it, and each and everything you say was present in my life too. And in addition to it, I had started contemplating suicide. But today, after many years, I am still here, answering your question.
Now the question are -- do you really want solutions and overcome your issues, just like me, or do you just want to stay stuck in the "self-pity zone"?
Once you reply to me, I will then proceed further.